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PoemsbyWilfredOwenWithanIntroductionbySiegfriedSassoonIntroductionInwritinganIntroductionsuchasthisitisgoodtobebrief。
        Thepoemsprintedinthisbookneednopreliminarycommendationsfrommeoranyoneelse。TheauthorhasleftushisownfragmentarybutimpressiveForeword;this,andhisPoems,canspeakforhim,backedbytheauthorityofhisexperienceasaninfantrysoldier,andsustainedbynobilityandoriginalityofstyle。AllthatwasstrongestinWilfredOwensurvivesinhispoems;anysuperficialimpressionsofhispersonality,anyrecordsofhisconversation,behaviour,orappearance,wouldbeirrelevantandunseemly。Thecuriositywhichdemandssuchmorselswouldbeincapableofappreciatingtherichnessofhiswork。
        Thediscussionofhisexperimentsinassonanceanddissonance(ofwhich~StrangeMeeting~isthefinestexample)maybelefttotheprofessionalcriticsofverse,themajorityofwhomwillbemorepreoccupiedwithsuchtechnicaldetailsthanwiththeprofoundhumanityoftheself—revelationmanifestedinsuchmagnificentlinesasthoseattheendofhis~ApologiaproPoemateMeo~,andinthatotherpoemwhichhenamed~GreaterLove~。
        TheimportanceofhiscontributiontotheliteratureoftheWarcannotbedecidedbythosewho,likemyself,bothadmiredhimasapoetandvaluedhimasafriend。HisconclusionsaboutWararesoentirelyinaccordancewithmyownthatIcannotattempttojudgehisworkwithanycriticaldetachment。Icanonlyaffirmthathewasamanofabsoluteintegrityofmind。Heneverwrotehispoems(assomanywar—poetsdid)tomaketheeffectofapersonalgesture。
        Hepitiedothers;hedidnotpityhimself。Inthelastyearofhislifeheattainedaclearvisionofwhatheneededtosay,andthesepoemssurvivehimashistrueandsplendidtestament。
        WilfredOwenwasbornatOswestryon18thMarch1893。HewaseducatedattheBirkenheadInstitute,andmatriculatedatLondonUniversityin1910。
        In1913heobtainedaprivatetutorshipnearBordeaux,whereheremaineduntil1915。DuringthisperiodhebecameacquaintedwiththeeminentFrenchpoet,LaurentTailhade,towhomheshowedhisearlyverses,andfromwhomhereceivedconsiderableencouragement。
        In1915,inspiteofdelicatehealth,hejoinedtheArtists’RiflesO。T。C。,wasgazettedtotheManchesterRegiment,andservedwiththeir2ndBattalioninFrancefromDecember1916toJune1917,whenhewasinvalidedhome。
        FourteenmonthslaterhereturnedtotheWesternFrontandservedwiththesameBattalion,ultimatelycommandingaCompany。
        HewasawardedtheMilitaryCrossforgallantrywhiletakingpartinsomeheavyfightingon1stOctober。Hewaskilledon4thNovember1918,whileendeavouringtogethismenacrosstheSambreCanal。
        Amonthbeforehisdeathhewrotetohismother:\"Mynervesareinperfectorder。Icameoutagaininordertohelptheseboys;
        directly,byleadingthemaswellasanofficercan;
        indirectly,bywatchingtheirsufferingsthatImayspeakofthemaswellasapleadercan。\"Lethisownwordsbehisepitaph:——
        ~\"Couragewasmine,andIhadmystery;
        Wisdomwasmine,andIhadmastery。\"~
        SiegfriedSassoon。
        POEMS
        PrefaceThisbookisnotaboutheroes。EnglishPoetryisnotyetfittospeakofthem。Norisitaboutdeedsorlands,noranythingaboutglory,honour,dominionorpower,exceptWar。
        Aboveall,thisbookisnotconcernedwithPoetry。
        ThesubjectofitisWar,andthepityofWar。
        ThePoetryisinthepity。
        Yettheseelegiesarenottothisgeneration,Thisisinnosenseconsolatory。
        Theymaybetothenext。
        Allthepoetcandoto—dayistowarn。
        ThatiswhythetruePoetsmustbetruthful。
        IfIthoughttheletterofthisbookwouldlast,Imighthaveusedpropernames;butifthespiritofitsurvivesPrussia,——
        myambitionandthosenameswillbecontent;fortheywillhaveachievedthemselvesfresherfieldsthanFlanders。
        Note。——ThisPrefacewasfound,inanunfinishedcondition,amongWilfredOwen’spapers。
        ContentsPrefaceStrangeMeetingGreaterLoveApologiaproPoemateMeoTheShowMentalCasesParableoftheOldMenandtheYoungArmsandtheBoyAnthemforDoomedYouthTheSend—offInsensibilityDulceetDecorumestTheSentryTheDead—BeatExposureSpringOffensiveTheChancesS。I。W。
        FutilitySmile,Smile,SmileConsciousATerreWildwithallRegretsDisabledTheEnd
        StrangeMeetingItseemedthatoutofthebattleIescapedDownsomeprofounddulltunnel,longsincescoopedThroughgraniteswhichTitanicwarshadgroined。
        Yetalsothereencumberedsleepersgroaned,Toofastinthoughtordeathtobebestirred。
        Then,asIprobedthem,onesprangup,andstaredWithpiteousrecognitioninfixedeyes,Liftingdistressfulhandsasiftobless。
        Andbyhissmile,Iknewthatsullenhall;
        Withathousandfearsthatvision’sfacewasgrained;
        Yetnobloodreachedtherefromtheupperground,Andnogunsthumped,ordownthefluesmademoan。
        \"Strange,friend,\"Isaid,\"Hereisnocausetomourn。\"
        \"None,\"saidtheother,\"Savetheundoneyears,Thehopelessness。Whateverhopeisyours,Wasmylifealso;IwenthuntingwildAfterthewildestbeautyintheworld,Whichliesnotcalmineyes,orbraidedhair,Butmocksthesteadyrunningofthehour,Andifitgrieves,grievesrichlierthanhere。
        Forbymygleemightmanymenhavelaughed,Andofmyweepingsomethinghasbeenleft,Whichmustdienow。Imeanthetruthuntold,Thepityofwar,thepitywardistilled。
        Nowmenwillgocontentwithwhatwespoiled。
        Or,discontent,boilbloody,andbespilled。
        Theywillbeswiftwithswiftnessofthetigress,Nonewillbreakranks,thoughnationstrekfromprogress。
        Couragewasmine,andIhadmystery;
        Wisdomwasmine,andIhadmastery;
        TomissthemarchofthisretreatingworldIntovaincitadelsthatarenotwalled。
        Then,whenmuchbloodhadcloggedtheirchariot—wheelsIwouldgoupandwashthemfromsweetwells,Evenwithtruthsthatlietoodeepfortaint。
        IwouldhavepouredmyspiritwithoutstintButnotthroughwounds;notonthecessofwar。
        Foreheadsofmenhavebledwherenowoundswere。
        Iamtheenemyyoukilled,myfriend。
        Iknewyouinthisdark;forsoyoufrownedYesterdaythroughmeasyoujabbedandkilled。
        Iparried;butmyhandswereloathandcold。
        Letussleepnow……\"
        (Thispoemwasfoundamongtheauthor’spapers。
        Itendsonthisstrangenote。)
        ~AnotherVersion~
        Earth’swheelsrunoiledwithblood。Forgetwethat。
        Letusliedownanddigourselvesinthought。
        Beautyisyoursandyouhavemastery,Wisdomismine,andIhavemystery。
        Wetwowillstaybehindandkeepourtroth。
        Letusforegomen’smindsthatarebrute’snatures,Letusnotsupthebloodwhichsomesaynurtures,Bewenotswiftwithswiftnessofthetigress。
        Letusbreakranksfromthosewhotrekfromprogress。
        MisswethemarchofthisretreatingworldIntooldcitadelsthatarenotwalled。
        Letuslieoutandholdtheopentruth。
        ThenwhentheirbloodhathcloggedthechariotwheelsWewillgoupandwashthemfromdeepwells。
        WhatthoughwesinkfrommenaspitchersfallingManyshallraiseusuptobetheirfillingEvenfromwellswesunktoodeepforwarAndfilledbybrowsthatbledwherenowoundswere。
        ~Alternativeline——~
        EvenasOnewhobledwherenowoundswere。
        GreaterLoveRedlipsarenotsoredAsthestainedstoneskissedbytheEnglishdead。
        KindnessofwooedandwooerSeemsshametotheirlovepure。
        OLove,youreyesloselureWhenIbeholdeyesblindedinmystead!
        YourslenderattitudeTremblesnotexquisitelikelimbsknife—skewed,RollingandrollingthereWhereGodseemsnottocare;
        TillthefierceLovetheybearCrampsthemindeath’sextremedecrepitude。
        Yourvoicesingsnotsosoft,——
        Thoughevenaswindmurmuringthroughrafteredloft,——
        Yourdearvoiceisnotdear,Gentle,andeveningclear,AstheirswhomnonenowhearNowearthhasstoppedtheirpiteousmouthsthatcoughed。
        Heart,youwereneverhot,Norlarge,norfulllikeheartsmadegreatwithshot;
        Andthoughyourhandbepale,PalerareallwhichtrailYourcrossthroughflameandhail:
        Weep,youmayweep,foryoumaytouchthemnot。
        ApologiaproPoemateMeoI,too,sawGodthroughmud——
        Themudthatcrackedoncheekswhenwretchessmiled。
        Warbroughtmoreglorytotheireyesthanblood,Andgavetheirlaughsmoregleethanshakesachild。
        Merryitwastolaughthere——
        Wheredeathbecomesabsurdandlifeabsurder。
        ForpowerwasonusasweslashedbonesbareNottofeelsicknessorremorseofmurder。
        I,too,havedroppedofffear——
        Behindthebarrage,deadasmyplatoon,Andsailedmyspiritsurging,lightandclearPasttheentanglementwherehopeslaystrewn;
        Andwitnessedexultation——
        Facesthatusedtocurseme,scowlforscowl,Shineandliftupwithpassionofoblation,Seraphicforanhour;thoughtheywerefoul。
        Ihavemadefellowships——
        Untoldofhappyloversinoldsong。
        ForloveisnotthebindingoffairlipsWiththesoftsilkofeyesthatlookandlong,ByJoy,whoseribbonslips,——
        Butwoundwithwar’shardwirewhosestakesarestrong;
        Boundwiththebandageofthearmthatdrips;
        Knitintheweldingoftherifle—thong。
        IhaveperceivedmuchbeautyInthehoarseoathsthatkeptourcouragestraight;
        Heardmusicinthesilentnessofduty;
        Foundpeacewhereshell—stormsspoutedreddestspate。
        Nevertheless,exceptyoushareWiththeminhellthesorrowfuldarkofhell,Whoseworldisbutthetremblingofaflare,Andheavenbutasthehighwayforashell,Youshallnotheartheirmirth:
        YoushallnotcometothinkthemwellcontentByanyjestofmine。ThesemenareworthYourtears:Youarenotworththeirmerriment。
        ~November~1917。
        TheShowMysoullookeddownfromavagueheightwithDeath,AsunrememberinghowIroseorwhy,Andsawasadland,weakwithsweatsofdearth,Gray,crateredlikethemoonwithhollowwoe,Andfittedwithgreatpocksandscabsofplaques。
        Acrossitsbeard,thathorrorofharshwire,Theremovedthincaterpillars,slowlyuncoiled。
        ItseemedtheypushedthemselvestobeasplugsOfditches,wheretheywrithedandshrivelled,killed。
        BythemhadslimypathsbeentrailedandscrapedRoundmyriadwartsthatmightbelittlehills。
        Fromgloom’slastdregstheselong—strungcreaturescrept,Andvanishedoutofdawndownhiddenholes。
        (AndsmellcameupfromthosefoulopeningsAsoutofmouths,ordeepwoundsdeepening。)
        Onditheringfeetupgathered,moreandmore,Brownstringstowardsstringsofgray,withbristlingspines,Allmigrantsfromgreenfields,intentonmire。
        Thosethatweregray,ofmoreabundantspawns,Rampedontherestandatethemandwereeaten。
        Isawtheirbittenbackscurve,loop,andstraighten,Iwatchedthoseagoniescurl,lift,andflatten。
        Whereat,interrorwhatthatsightmightmean,Ireeledandshiveredearthwardlikeafeather。
        AndDeathfellwithme,likeadeepeningmoan。
        AndHe,pickingamannerofworm,whichhalfhadhidItsbruisesintheearth,butcrawlednofurther,Showedmeitsfeet,thefeetofmanymen,Andthefresh—severedheadofit,myhead。
        MentalCasesWhoarethese?Whysittheyhereintwilight?
        Whereforerockthey,purgatorialshadows,Droopingtonguesfromjawsthatslobtheirrelish,Baringteeththatleerlikeskulls’tongueswicked?
        Strokeonstrokeofpain,——butwhatslowpanic,Gougedthesechasmsroundtheirfrettedsockets?
        EverfromtheirhairandthroughtheirhandpalmsMiseryswelters。SurelywehaveperishedSleeping,andwalkhell;butwhothesehellish?
        ——ThesearemenwhosemindstheDeadhaveravished。
        Memoryfingersintheirhairofmurders,Multitudinousmurderstheyoncewitnessed。
        Wadingsloughsoffleshthesehelplesswander,Treadingbloodfromlungsthathadlovedlaughter。
        Alwaystheymustseethesethingsandhearthem,Batterofgunsandshatterofflyingmuscles,CarnageincomparableandhumansquanderRuckedtoothickforthesemen’sextrication。
        ThereforestilltheireyeballsshrinktormentedBackintotheirbrains,becauseontheirsenseSunlightseemsabloodsmear;nightcomesblood—black;
        Dawnbreaksopenlikeawoundthatbleedsafresh——Thustheirheadswearthishilarious,hideous,Awfulfalsenessofset—smilingcorpses。
        ——Thustheirhandsarepluckingateachother;
        Pickingattherope—knoutsoftheirscourging;
        Snatchingafteruswhosmotethem,brother,Pawinguswhodealtthemwarandmadness。
        ParableoftheOldMenandtheYoungSoAbramrose,andclavethewood,andwent,Andtookthefirewithhim,andaknife。
        Andastheysojournedbothofthemtogether,Isaacthefirst—bornspakeandsaid,MyFather,Beholdthepreparations,fireandiron,Butwherethelambforthisburnt—offering?
        ThenAbramboundtheyouthwithbeltsandstraps,Andbuildedparapetsandtrenchesthere,Andstretch\\edforththeknifetoslayhisson。
        Whenlo!anangelcalledhimoutofheaven,Saying,Laynotthyhanduponthelad,Neitherdoanythingtohim。Behold,Aramcaughtinathicketbyitshorns;
        OffertheRamofPrideinsteadofhim。
        Buttheoldmanwouldnotso,butslewhisson……
        ArmsandtheBoyLettheboytryalongthisbayonet—bladeHowcoldsteelis,andkeenwithhungerofblood;
        Bluewithallmalice,likeamadman’sflash;
        Andthinlydrawnwithfamishingforflesh。
        Lendhimtostroketheseblind,bluntbullet—headsWhichlongtomuzzleintheheartsoflads。
        Orgivehimcartridgesoffinezincteeth,Sharpwiththesharpnessofgriefanddeath。
        Forhisteethseemforlaughingroundanapple。
        Therelurknoclawsbehindhisfingerssupple;
        AndGodwillgrownotalonsathisheels,Norantlersthroughthethicknessofhiscurls。
        AnthemforDoomedYouthWhatpassing—bellsforthesewhodieascattle?
        Onlythemonstrousangeroftheguns。
        Onlythestutteringrifles’rapidrattleCanpatterouttheirhastyorisons。
        Nomockeriesforthem;noprayersnorbells,Noranyvoiceofmourningsavethechoirs,——
        Theshrill,dementedchoirsofwailingshells;
        Andbuglescallingforthemfromsadshires。
        Whatcandlesmaybeheldtospeedthemall?
        Notinthehandsofboys,butintheireyesShallshinetheholyglimmersofgoodbyes。
        Thepallorofgirls’browsshallbetheirpall;
        Theirflowersthetendernessofpatientminds,Andeachslowduskadrawing—downofblinds。
        TheSend—offDowntheclose,darkeninglanestheysangtheirwayTothesiding—shed,Andlinedthetrainwithfacesgrimlygay。
        TheirbreastswerestuckallwhitewithwreathandsprayAsmen’sare,dead。
        Dullporterswatchedthem,andacasualtrampStoodstaringhard,Sorrytomissthemfromtheuplandcamp。
        Then,unmoved,signalsnodded,andalampWinkedtotheguard。
        Sosecretly,likewrongshushed—up,theywent。
        Theywerenotours:
        Weneverheardtowhichfronttheseweresent。
        NorthereiftheyyetmockwhatwomenmeantWhogavethemflowers。
        ShalltheyreturntobeatingsofgreatbellsInwildtrainloads?
        Afew,afew,toofewfordrumsandyells,Maycreepback,silent,tostillvillagewellsUphalf—knownroads。
        InsensibilityI
        HappyaremenwhoyetbeforetheyarekilledCanlettheirveinsruncold。
        WhomnocompassionfleersOrmakestheirfeetSoreonthealleyscobbledwiththeirbrothers。
        Thefrontlinewithers,Buttheyaretroopswhofade,notflowersForpoets’tearfulfooling:
        Men,gapsforfillingLosseswhomighthavefoughtLonger;butnoonebothers。
        II
        AndsomeceasefeelingEventhemselvesorforthemselves。
        DullnessbestsolvesTheteaseanddoubtofshelling,AndChance’sstrangearithmeticComessimplerthanthereckoningoftheirshilling。
        TheykeepnocheckonArmies’decimation。
        III
        Happyarethesewholoseimagination:
        Theyhaveenoughtocarrywithammunition。
        Theirspiritdragsnopack。
        Theiroldwoundssavewithcoldcannotmoreache。
        Havingseenallthingsred,TheireyesareridOfthehurtofthecolourofbloodforever。
        Andterror’sfirstconstrictionover,Theirheartsremainsmalldrawn。
        TheirsensesinsomescorchingcauteryofbattleNowlongsinceironed,Canlaughamongthedying,unconcerned。
        IV
        Happythesoldierhome,withnotanotionHowsomewhere,everydawn,somemenattack,Andmanysighsaredrained。
        Happytheladwhosemindwasnevertrained:
        Hisdaysareworthforgettingmorethannot。
        HesingsalongthemarchWhichwemarchtaciturn,becauseofdusk,Thelong,forlorn,relentlesstrendFromlargerdaytohugernight。
        V
        Wewise,whowithathoughtbesmirchBloodoveralloursoul,HowshouldweseeourtaskButthroughhisbluntandlashlesseyes?
        Alive,heisnotvitalovermuch;
        Dying,notmortalovermuch;
        Norsad,norproud,Norcuriousatall。
        HecannottellOldmen’splacidityfromhis。
        VI
        Butcursedaredullardswhomnocannonstuns,Thattheyshouldbeasstones。
        Wretchedarethey,andmeanWithpaucitythatneverwassimplicity。
        BychoicetheymadethemselvesimmuneTopityandwhatevermournsinmanBeforethelastseaandthehaplessstars;
        Whatevermournswhenmanyleavetheseshores;
        WhateversharesTheeternalreciprocityoftears。
        DulceetDecorumestBentdouble,likeoldbeggarsundersacks,Knock—kneed,coughinglikehags,wecursedthroughsludge,Tillonthehauntingflaresweturnedourbacks,Andtowardsourdistantrestbegantotrudge。
        Menmarchedasleep。Manyhadlosttheirboots,Butlimpedon,blood—shod。Allwentlame,allblind;
        Drunkwithfatigue;deafeventothehootsOfgas—shellsdroppingsoftlybehind。
        Gas!GAS!Quick,boys!——AnecstasyoffumblingFittingtheclumsyhelmetsjustintime,ButsomeonestillwasyellingoutandstumblingAndflound’ringlikeamaninfireorlime。——
        Dimthroughthemistypanesandthickgreenlight,Asunderagreensea,Isawhimdrowning。
        InallmydreamsbeforemyhelplesssightHeplungesatme,guttering,choking,drowning。
        Ifinsomesmotheringdreams,youtoocouldpaceBehindthewagonthatweflunghimin,Andwatchthewhiteeyeswrithinginhisface,Hishangingface,likeadevil’ssickofsin,Ifyoucouldhear,ateveryjolt,thebloodComegarglingfromthefroth—corruptedlungsBitterasthecudOfvile,incurablesoresoninnocenttongues,——
        Myfriend,youwouldnottellwithsuchhighzestTochildrenardentforsomedesperateglory,TheoldLie:~DulceetdecorumestPropatriamori~。
        TheSentryWe’dfoundanoldBochedug—out,andheknew,Andgaveushell,forshellonfranticshellHammeredontop,butneverquiteburstthrough。
        Rain,gutteringdowninwaterfallsofslimeKeptslushwaisthigh,thatrisinghourbyhour,Chokedupthestepstoothickwithclaytoclimb。
        Whatmurkofairremainedstankold,andsourWithfumesofwhizz—bangs,andthesmellofmenWho’dlivedthereyears,andlefttheircurseintheden,Ifnottheircorpses……
        ThereweherdedfromtheblastOfwhizz—bangs,butonefoundourdooratlast。
        Buffetingeyesandbreath,snuffingthecandles。
        Andthud!flump!thud!downthesteepstepscamethumpingAndsplashingintheflood,delugingmuck——
        Thesentry’sbody;thenhisrifle,handlesOfoldBochebombs,andmudinruckonruck。
        Wedredgedhimup,forkilled,untilhewhined\"Osir,myeyes——I’mblind——I’mblind,I’mblind!\"
        Coaxing,IheldaflameagainsthislidsAndsaidifhecouldseetheleastblurredlightHewasnotblind;intimehe’dgetallright。
        \"Ican’t,\"hesobbed。Eyeballs,huge—bulgedlikesquidsWatchmydreamsstill;butIforgothimthereInpostingnextforduty,andsendingascoutTobegastretchersomewhere,andflounderingaboutTootherpostsundertheshriekingair。
        Thoseotherwretches,howtheybledandspewed,Andonewhowouldhavedrownedhimselfforgood,——
        Itrynottorememberthesethingsnow。
        Letdreadharkbackforonewordonly:howHalf—listeningtothatsentry’smoansandjumps,Andthewildchatteringofhisbrokenteeth,RenewedmosthorriblywhenevercrumpsPummelledtheroofandsloggedtheairbeneath——
        Throughthedensedin,Isay,weheardhimshout\"Iseeyourlights!\"Butourshadlongdiedout。
        TheDead—BeatHedropped,——moresullenlythanwearily,Laystupidlikeacod,heavylikemeat,Andnoneofuscouldkickhimtohisfeet;
        Justblinkedatmyrevolver,blearily;
        ——Didn’tappeartoknowawarwason,Orseetheblastedtrenchatwhichhestared。
        \"I’lldo’emin,\"hewhined,\"Ifthishand’sspared,I’llmurderthem,Iwill。\"
        Alowvoicesaid,\"It’sBlighty,p’raps,hesees;hispluck’sallgone,Dreamingofallthevaliant,that~aren’t~dead:
        Bolduncles,smilingministerially;
        Maybehisbraveyoungwife,gettingherfunInsomenewhome,improvedmaterially。
        It’snotthesestiffshavecrazedhim;northeHun。\"
        Wesenthimdownatlast,outoftheway。
        Unwounded;——stoutlad,too,beforethatstrafe。
        Malingering?Stretcher—bearerswinked,\"Nothalf!\"
        NextdayIheardtheDoc。’swell—whiskiedlaugh:
        \"Thatscumyousentlastnightsoondied。Hooray!\"
        ExposureI
        Ourbrainsache,inthemercilessicedeastwindsthatknifeus……
        Weariedwekeepawakebecausethenightissilent……
        Lowdroopingflaresconfuseourmemoryofthesalient……
        Worriedbysilence,sentrieswhisper,curious,nervous,Butnothinghappens。
        Watching,wehearthemadguststuggingonthewire。
        Liketwitchingagoniesofmenamongitsbrambles。
        Northwardincessantly,theflickeringgunneryrumbles,Faroff,likeadullrumourofsomeotherwar。
        Whatarewedoinghere?
        Thepoignantmiseryofdawnbeginstogrow……
        Weonlyknowwarlasts,rainsoaks,andcloudssagstormy。
        DawnmassingintheeasthermelancholyarmyAttacksoncemoreinranksonshiveringranksofgray,Butnothinghappens。
        Suddensuccessiveflightsofbulletsstreakthesilence。
        Lessdeadlythantheairthatshuddersblackwithsnow,Withsidelongflowingflakesthatflock,pauseandrenew,Wewatchthemwanderingupanddownthewind’snonchalance,Butnothinghappens。
        II
        Paleflakeswithlingeringstealthcomefeelingforourfaces——
        Wecringeinholes,backonforgottendreams,andstare,snow—dazed,Deepintograssierditches。Sowedrowse,sun—dozed,Litteredwithblossomstricklingwheretheblackbirdfusses。
        Isitthatwearedying?
        Slowlyourghostsdraghome:glimpsingthesunkfiresglozedWithcrusteddark—redjewels;cricketsjinglethere;
        Forhourstheinnocentmicerejoice:thehouseistheirs;
        Shuttersanddoorsallclosed:onusthedoorsareclosed——
        Weturnbacktoourdying。
        Sincewebelievenototherwisecankindfiresburn;
        Noweversunssmiletrueonchild,orfield,orfruit。
        ForGod’sinvinciblespringourloveismadeafraid;
        Therefore,notloath,welieouthere;thereforewereborn,ForloveofGodseemsdying。
        To—night,Hisfrostwillfastenonthismudandus,Shrivellingmanyhandsandpuckeringforeheadscrisp。
        Theburying—party,picksandshovelsintheirshakinggrasp,Pauseoverhalf—knownfaces。Alltheireyesareice,Butnothinghappens。
        SpringOffensiveHaltedagainsttheshadeofalasthill,Theyfed,and,lyingeasy,wereateaseAnd,findingcomfortablechestsandkneesCarelesslyslept。ButmanytherestoodstillTofacethestark,blankskybeyondtheridge,Knowingtheirfeethadcometotheendoftheworld。
        Marvellingtheystood,andwatchedthelonggrassswirledBytheMaybreeze,murmurouswithwaspandmidge,ForthoughthesummeroozedintotheirveinsLiketheinjecteddrugfortheirbones’pains,Sharpontheirsoulshungtheimminentlineofgrass,Fearfullyflashedthesky’smysteriousglass。
        Hourafterhourtheyponderthewarmfield——
        Andthefarvalleybehind,wherethebuttercupsHadblessedwithgoldtheirslowbootscomingup,Whereeventhelittlebrambleswouldnotyield,Butclutchedandclungtothemlikesorrowinghands;
        Theybreatheliketreesunstirred。
        TilllikeacoldgustthrilledthelittlewordAtwhicheachbodyanditssoulbegirdAndtightenthemforbattle。NoalarmsOfbugles,nohighflags,noclamoroushaste——
        OnlyaliftandflareofeyesthatfacedThesun,likeafriendwithwhomtheirloveisdone。
        Olargershonethatsmileagainstthesun,——
        Mightierthanhiswhosebountythesehavespurned。
        So,soontheytoppedthehill,andracedtogetherOveranopenstretchofherbandheatherExposed。AndinstantlythewholeskyburnedWithfuryagainstthem;andsoftsuddencupsOpenedinthousandsfortheirblood;andthegreenslopesChasmedandsteepenedsheertoinfinitespace。
        OfthemwhorunningonthatlasthighplaceLeapttoswiftunseenbullets,orwentupOnthehotblastandfuryofhell’supsurge,Orplungedandfellawaypastthisworld’sverge,SomesayGodcaughtthemevenbeforetheyfell。
        Butwhatsaysuchasfromexistence’brinkVenturedbutdravetooswifttosink。
        Thefewwhorushedinthebodytoenterhell,Andthereout—fiendingallitsfiendsandflamesWithsuperhumaninhumanities,Long—famousglories,immemorialshames——
        Andcrawlingslowlyback,havebydegreesRegainedcoolpeacefulairinwonder——
        Whyspeaktheynotofcomradesthatwentunder?
        TheChancesImindas’owthenightaforethatshowUsfivegottalking,——wewasintheknow,\"Overthetopto—morrer;boys,we’reforit,Firstwaveweare,firstruddywave;that’storeit。\"
        \"Ahwell,\"saysJimmy,——an’’e’sseensomescrappin’——
        \"Thereain’tmorenorfivethingsascan’appen;
        Yegetknockedout;elsewounded——badorcushy;
        Scuppered;ornowtexceptyerfeelingmushy。\"
        Oneofusgottheknock—out,blowntochops。
        T’otherwashurt,like,losin’both’isprops。
        An’one,tousethewordof’ypocrites,’AdthemisfortoontobetookbyFritz。
        Nowme,Iwasn’tscratched,praiseGodAlmighty(ThoughnexttimepleaseI’llthank’imforablighty),ButpooryoungJim,’e’slivin’an’’e’snot;
        ’Ereckoned’e’dfivechances,an’’e’s’ad;
        ’E’swounded,killed,andpris’ner,allthelot——
        Theruddylotallrolledinone。Jim’smad。
        S。I。W。
        \"IwilltotheKing,Andofferhimconsolationinhistrouble,Forthatmantherehassethisteethtodie,Andbeingonethathatesobedience,Discipline,andorderlinessoflife,Icannotmournhim。\"
        W。B。Yeats。
        Pattinggoodbye,doubtlesstheytoldtheladHe’dalwaysshowtheHunabraveman’sface;
        Fatherwouldsoonerhimdeadthanindisgrace,——
        Wasproudtoseehimgoing,aye,andglad。
        PerhapshisMotherwhimperedhowshe’dfretUntilhegotanice,safewoundtonurse。
        Sisterswouldwishgirlstoocouldshoot,charge,curse,……
        Brothers——wouldsendhisfavouritecigarette,Eachweek,monthaftermonth,theywrotethesame,ThinkinghimshelteredinsomeY。M。Hut,WhereonceanhourabulletmisseditsaimAndmissesteasedthehungerofhisbrain。
        Hiseyesgrewoldwithwincing,andhishandRecklesswithague。Courageleaked,assandFromthebestsandbagsafteryearsofrain。
        Butneverleave,wound,fever,trench—foot,shock,Untrappedthewretch。AnddeathseemedstillwithheldFortortureoflyingmachinallyshelled,Atthepleasureofthisworld’sPowerswho’drunamok。
        He’dseenmenshoottheirhands,onnightpatrol,Theirpeopleneverknew。Yettheywerevile。
        \"Deathsoonerthandishonour,that’sthestyle!\"
        SoFathersaid。
        Onedawn,ourwirepatrolCarriedhim。Thistime,Deathhadnotmissed。
        Wecoulddonothing,butwipehisbleedingcough。
        Coulditbeaccident?——Riflesgooff……
        Notsniped?No。(LatertheyfoundtheEnglishball。)
        Itwasthereasonedcrisisofhissoul。
        AgainstthefiresthatwouldnotburnhimwholeButkepthimfordeath’sperjuryandscoffAndlife’shalf—promising,andboththeirriling。
        Withhimtheyburiedthemuzzlehisteethhadkissed,AndtruthfullywrotetheMother\"Timdiedsmiling。\"
        FutilityMovehimintothesun——
        Gentlyitstouchawokehimonce,Athome,whisperingoffieldsunsown。
        Alwaysitwokehim,eveninFrance,Untilthismorningandthissnow。
        IfanythingmightrousehimnowThekindoldsunwillknow。
        Thinkhowitwakestheseeds——
        Woke,once,theclaysofacoldstar。
        Arelimbssodear—achieved,aresidesFull—nerved,——stillwarm,——toohardtostir?
        Wasitforthistheclaygrewtall?
        ——OwhatmadefatuoussunbeamstoilTobreakearth’ssleepatall?
        Smile,Smile,SmileHeadtolimphead,thesunk—eyedwoundedscannedYesterday’sMail;thecasualties(typedsmall)
        And(large)VastBootyfromourLatestHaul。
        Also,theyreadofCheapHomes,notyetplanned;
        For,saidthepaper,\"WhenthiswarisdoneThemen’sfirstinstinctwillbemakinghomes。
        Meanwhiletheirforemostneedisaerodromes,Itbeingcertainwarhasjustbegun。
        Peacewoulddowrongtoourundyingdead,——
        ThesonsweofferedmightregrettheydiedIfwegotnothinglastingintheirstead。
        Wemustbesolidlyindemnified。
        ThoughallbeworthyVictorywhichallbought,WerulerssittinginthisancientspotWouldwrongourveryselvesifweforgotThegreatestglorywillbetheirswhofought,Whokeptthisnationinintegrity。\"
        Nation?——Thehalf—limbedreadersdidnotchafeButsmiledatoneanothercuriouslyLikesecretmenwhoknowtheirsecretsafe。
        Thisisthethingtheyknowandneverspeak,ThatEnglandonebyonehadfledtoFrance(NotmanyelsewherenowsaveunderFrance)。
        Picturesofthesebroadsmilesappeareachweek,AndpeopleinwhosevoicerealfeelingringsSay:Howtheysmile!They’rehappynow,poorthings。
        ~23rdSeptember~1918。
        ConsciousHisfingerswake,andflutterupthebed。
        Hiseyescomeopenwithapullofwill,Helpedbytheyellowmay—flowersbyhishead。
        Ablind—corddrawlsacrossthewindow—sill……
        Howsmooththefloorofthewardis!whatarug!
        Andwho’sthattalking,somewhereoutofsight?
        Whyaretheylaughing?What’sinsidethatjug?
        \"Nurse!Doctor!\"\"Yes;allright,allright。\"
        Butsuddenduskbewildersalltheair——
        Thereseemsnotimetowantadrinkofwater。
        Nurselookssofaraway。AndeverywhereMusicandrosesburntthroughcrimsonslaughter。
        Cold;cold;he’scold;andyetsohot:
        Andthere’snolighttoseethevoicesby——
        Notimetodream,andask——heknowsnotwhat。
        ATerre(~BeingthephilosophyofmanySoldiers。~)
        Sitonthebed;I’mblind,andthreepartsshell,Becareful;can’tshakehandsnow;nevershall。
        Botharmshavemutiniedagainstme——brutes。
        Myfingersfidgetliketenidlebrats。
        Itriedtopegoutsoldierly——nouse!
        Onediesofwarlikeanyolddisease。
        Thisbandagefeelslikepenniesonmyeyes。
        Ihavemymedals?——Discstomakeeyesclose。
        Mygloriousribbons?——RippedfrommyownbackInscarletshreds。(That’sforyourpoetrybook。)
        Ashortlifeandamerryone,mybrick!
        Weusedtosaywe’dhatetolivedeadold,——
        Yetnow……I’dwillinglybepuffy,bald,Andpatriotic。BufferscatchfromboysAtleastthejokeshurledatthem。IsupposeLittleI’deverteachason,buthitting,Shooting,war,hunting,alltheartsofhurting。
        Well,that’swhatIlearnt,——that,andmakingmoney。
        Yourfiftyyearsaheadseemnonetoomany?
        TellmehowlongI’vegot?God!ForoneyearTohelpmyselftonothingmorethanair!
        OneSpring!Isonetoogoodtospare,toolong?
        Springwindwouldworkitsownwaytomylung,Andgrowmelegsasquickaslilac—shoots。
        Myservant’slamed,butlistenhowheshouts!
        WhenI’mluggedout,he’llstillbegoodforthat。
        Hereinthismummy—case,youknow,I’vethoughtHowwellImighthaveswepthisfloorsforever,I’dasknonightoffwhenthebustle’sover,Enjoyingsothedirt。Who’sprejudicedAgainstagrimedhandwhenhisown’squitedust,Lesslivethanspecksthatinthesun—shaftsturn,Lesswarmthandustthatmixeswitharms’tan?
        I’dlovetobeasweep,now,blackasTown,Yes,oramuckman。MustIbehisload?
        OLife,Life,letmebreathe,——adug—outrat!
        Notworsethanourstheexistencesratslead——
        Nosingalongatnightdownsomesafevat,Theyfindashell—proofhomebeforetheyrot。
        Deadmenmayenvylivingmitesincheese,Orgoodgermseven。Microbeshavetheirjoys,Andsubdivide,andnevercometodeath,Certainlyflowershavetheeasiesttimeonearth。
        \"Ishallbeonewithnature,herb,andstone。\"
        Shelleywouldtellme。Shelleywouldbestunned;
        ThedullestTommyhugsthatfancynow。
        \"Pushingupdaisies,\"istheircreed,youknow。
        Tograin,then,gomyfat,tobudsmysap,Foralltheusefulnessthereisinsoap。
        D’youthinktheBochewilleverstewman—soup?
        Someday,nodoubt,if……
        Friend,beverysureIshallbebetteroffwithplantsthatshareMorepeaceablythemeadowandtheshower。
        Softrainswilltouchme,——astheycouldtouchonce,Andnothingbutthesunshallmakemeware。
        Yourgunsmaycrasharoundme。I’llnothear;
        Or,ifIwince,IshallnotknowIwince。
        Don’ttakemysoul’spoorcomfortforyourjest。
        Soldiersmaygrowasoulwhenturnedtofronds,Butherethething’sbestleftathomewithfriends。
        Mysoul’salittlegrief,grapplingyourchest,Toclimbyourthroatonsobs;easilychasedOnothersighsandwipedbyfresherwinds。
        Carrymycryingspirittillit’sweanedTodowithoutwhatbloodremainedthesewounds。
        WildwithallRegrets(Anotherversionof\"ATerre\"。)
        ToSiegfriedSassoonMyarmshavemutiniedagainstme——brutes!
        Myfingersfidgetliketenidlebrats,Myback’sbeenstiffforhours,damnedhours。
        DeathnevergiveshissquadaStand—at—ease。
        Ican’tread。There:it’snouse。Takeyourbook。
        Ashortlifeandamerryone,mybuck!
        Wesaidwe’dhatetogrowdeadold。Butnow,Nottoliveoldseemsawful:nottorenewMyboyhoodwithmyboys,andteach’emhitting,Shootingandhunting,——alltheartsofhurting!
        ——Well,that’swhatIlearnt。That,andmakingmoney。
        Yourfiftyyearsinstoreseemnonetoomany;
        ButI’vefiveminutes。God!ForjusttwoyearsTohelpmyselftothisgoodairofyours!
        OneSpring!Isonetoohardtospare?Toolong?
        Springairwouldfinditsownwaytomylung,Andgrowmelegsasquickaslilac—shoots。
        Yes,there’stheorderly。He’llchangethesheetsWhenI’mluggedout,oh,couldn’tIdothat?
        Hereinthiscoffinofabed,I’vethoughtI’dliketokneelandsweephisfloorsforever,——
        Andasknonightsoffwhenthebustle’sover,ForI’denjoythedirt;who’sprejudicedAgainstagrimedhandwhenhisown’squitedust,——
        Lesslivethanspecksthatinthesun—shaftsturn?
        Deardust,——inrooms,onroads,onfaces’tan!
        I’dlovetobeasweep’sboy,blackasTown;
        Yes,oramuckman。MustIbehisload?
        Afleawoulddo。Ifonechapwasn’tbloody,Orwentstone—cold,I’dfindanotherbody。
        WhichIshan’tmanagenow。Unlessit’syours。
        Ishallstayinyou,friend,forsomefewhours。
        You’llfeelmyheavyspiritchillyourchest,Andclimbyourthroatonsobs,untilit’schasedOnsighs,andwipedfromoffyourlipsbywind。
        Ithinkonyourrichbreathing,brother,I’llbeweanedTodowithoutwhatbloodremainedmefrommywound。
        ~5thDecember~1917。
        DisabledHesatinawheeledchair,waitingfordark,Andshiveredinhisghastlysuitofgrey,Legless,sewnshortatelbow。ThroughtheparkVoicesofboysrangsaddeninglikeahymn,Voicesofplayandpleasureafterday,Tillgatheringsleephadmotheredthemfromhim。
        AboutthistimeTownusedtoswingsogayWhenglow—lampsbuddedinthelight—bluetreesAndgirlsglancedlovelierastheairgrewdim,——Intheoldtimes,beforehethrewawayhisknees。
        NowhewillneverfeelagainhowslimGirls’waistsare,orhowwarmtheirsubtlehands,Allofthemtouchhimlikesomequeerdisease。
        Therewasanartistsillyforhisface,Foritwasyoungerthanhisyouth,lastyear。
        Nowheisold;hisbackwillneverbrace;
        He’slosthiscolourveryfarfromhere,Poureditdownshell—holestilltheveinsrandry,Andhalfhislifetimelapsedinthehotrace,Andleapofpurplespurtedfromhisthigh。
        Onetimehelikedabloodsmeardownhisleg,Afterthematchescarriedshoulder—high。
        Itwasafterfootball,whenhe’ddrunkapeg,Hethoughthe’dbetterjoin。Hewonderswhy……
        Someonehadsaidhe’dlookagodinkilts。
        That’swhy;andmaybe,too,topleasehisMeg,Aye,thatwasit,topleasethegiddyjilts,Heaskedtojoin。Hedidn’thavetobeg;
        Smilingtheywrotehislie;agednineteenyears。
        Germanshescarcelythoughtof;andnofearsOfFearcameyet。HethoughtofjewelledhiltsFordaggersinplaidsocks;ofsmartsalutes;
        Andcareofarms;andleave;andpayarrears;
        Espritdecorps;andhintsforyoungrecruits。
        Andsoon,hewasdraftedoutwithdrumsandcheers。
        Somecheeredhimhome,butnotascrowdscheerGoal。
        OnlyasolemnmanwhobroughthimfruitsThankedhim;andtheninquiredabouthissoul。
        Now,hewillspendafewsickyearsinInstitutes,Anddowhatthingstherulesconsiderwise,Andtakewhateverpitytheymaydole。
        To—nighthenoticedhowthewomen’seyesPassedfromhimtothestrongmenthatwerewhole。
        Howcoldandlateitis!Whydon’ttheycomeAndputhimintobed?Whydon’ttheycome?
        TheEndAftertheblastoflightningfromtheeast,Theflourishofloudclouds,theChariotthrone,AfterthedrumsoftimehaverolledandceasedAndfromthebronzewestlongretreatisblown,ShallLiferenewthesebodies?OfatruthAlldeathwillheannul,alltearsassuage?
        OrfillthesevoidveinsfullagainwithyouthAndwashwithanimmortalwaterage?
        WhenIdoaskwhiteAge,hesaithnotso,——
        \"Myheadhangsweighedwithsnow。\"
        AndwhenIhearkentotheEarthshesaithMyfieryheartsinksaching。Itisdeath。
        MineancientscarsshallnotbeglorifiedNormytitanictearstheseasbedried。\"


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